To be honest with you..
I never expected to be chosen.
I suppose that’s because I don’t feel special.
I usually prefer to hide in the background.
Some may say I that God has not shown me favour, but I was born into the priestly tribe,
as I am a decendant of Abijah.
I have lived a good life,
had a good education,
always had plenty to eat and drink
and a place to call home.
My wife is a great blessing to me -
If I am a cup half-empty person
she is a ‘cup-that-is-practically-full’ kind of person.
I always see the problems, the things that could go wrong.
Elizabeth expects things to go right
and, to be fair, they usually do.
There’s just one way in which we have not been blessed
and it is quite painful for us both, but particularly for my beloved Elizabeth.
You see, we have no children.
No sons to continue the priestly line.
No daughters to marry off.
No grandchildren to stand on my lap and tug on my beard..
It was the turn of our Order to serve in the temple,
We were preparing for the prayer session and they were drawing lots to see which priest would be chosen to go into the Holy of Holies to offer up the sacrifice
We were preparing for the prayer session and they were drawing lots to see which priest would be chosen to go into the Holy of Holies to offer up the sacrifice
When they read out my name I thought I was hearing things
To be honest, I wondered if I was day dreaming -
thinking about what I would like to happen,
rather than what was actually happening.
Then I realised that everyone was looking at me, that it was true
I really was the one who was going into the Holy of Holies today.
God had chosen me from my order.
The same God, who despite my faithfulness in prayer
had remained silent when I had cried out to him.
When I had pleaded and bargained, he remained ‘schtum’.
When I had asked for Elizabeth’s sake -
for her dignity and to save her from disgrace
he appeared not to hear.
So I had decided that God had forgotten about me.
No children of mine were going to brighten our faces
and the faces of our friends and neighbours
None of my offspring were going to be the next ‘Elijah’
to transform the lives of my people
and bring those who had stopped following the law, back to God,
that was for certain….
My hands were shaking as I tied the rope around my ankle
No-one can enter the Holy of Holies without that rope,
as only the person who is chosen, can enter.
The rope is tied around the ankle of the priest offering sacrifice,
so that if anything happens to the priest
the rest can pull him out.
The priest is chosen by drawing lots -
it avoids any accusation of favouritism!
Only God can influence the choice of priest.
I took a deep breath and stepped into the Holy of holies
Outside everyone else was deep in prayer.
I was concentrating so hard on following the priestly protocols
that I didn’t notice him at first
Then, I nearly jumped out of my skin!
There, to the right of the altar, was a figure.
I was absolutely terrified!
I should be alone,
and I wasn’t.
What had gone wrong?
My knees shook.
I was in a state of absolute panic,
not knowing what had happened,
or why this person was here.
Then he spoke
“Do not be afraid Zechariah”
I thought I am not afraid
I am WAY past the point of being afraid!
Then I thought
Hang on, this person knows my name…
Is this a messenger from God?
My heartbeat slowed down to just very very fast
“Your prayer has been heard.”
Oh my goodness it IS an angel
This isn’t supposed to happen to Zechariah the overlooked!
Which prayer is God answering, I wondered…
The angels continued
“Your wife will bear you a son and you will call him John.”
Oh my goodness, God is answering my really, really big prayer
But it is impossible! My wife is way beyond her childbearing years..
Yes, OK, there is a precedent.
I know all about the story of Abraham and Sarah,
but Abraham was special
AND he had been promised a son…
I am not Abraham, 'the father of nations',
I have not been promised a whole galaxy of generations…
I am Zechariah the forgotten
The angel didn’t stop there with the news of a child,
he also drew up a road map for his life!
This promised child will be a hope bringer
Holy spirit container
alcohol abstainer
salvation proclaimer
a repentance encourager
broken relationship repairer
and a heart preparer.
This sounded like a pretty demanding job description
for a child that has not yet been conceived by two ‘past it’ parents..
A thousand questions filled my mind
Was this really going to happen
or was I dreaming?
I needed a verification code
before I was going to claim this particular promise!
If I left here telling everyone that Elizabeth was going to have a child,
they would think I was going mad!
they would think I was going mad!
"How can I be sure of this?” I asked this angelic apparition.
Apparently this was not the time for asking questions
The angel was Gabriel, no less,
sent by God to announce this news.
I would receive verification all right!
Because I had expressed my doubt
I would not speak again until the child was born…
If I had anymore questions I kept them to myself.
I had no say in the matter really,
I had no say in the matter really,
as I was unable to utter a word.
My tongue had been silenced.
I left the Holy of Holies
to a sea of expectant faces
"What took me so long?" they demanded,
"What happened?" they enquired.
But not a word passed my lips.
All I could do was try and explain with by gestures
the glory, power and authority of the angel,
and a summary of all the angel had foretold.
I expected disbelief.
I anticipated derision.
I feared being humoured.
But they took it all in,
as if they saw nothing outrageous at all in what the angel had said.
As if they expected God to perform miracles
And maybe he will.

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